During class practices Psychology of Language yesterday, while listening to the feedback they gave one of my colleagues about how he conducted the interview (the practice is a simulation of a job interview ... anyway ...) I came to mind a question, "What am I doing here?". It was not the typical "This is absurd , what am I doing here may be in the cafeteria." No, it was more global. Dyes that had high absurd and the truth is that if extrapolated to the contents of rest of the curriculum, the result is disappointing ... I was wondering if the same course in another city would be better, if I should be studying something else ... if this is going to be useless the end ... After a few minutes I went and returned to the routine. Then I was looking at my options in the light of a possible Erasmus next year ...
Today, as the professor of Educational Psychology lecturing widely on the term "obliteration" - his pronunciation and etymology - has emerged a mental image. Exactly one year ago was in the same situation, in the same class with the same teacher talking about the same word ... Well, over the following months I thought I had come a long way, having overcome old mistakes and fears ... Today I asked for the first time in this time if things really have changed much. I have not reached any conclusion . To begin flunked the course last I have not stopped in my life, I disappointed myself a lot ... and it's something that until amended will hurt me. To follow the course past I was able to overcome a pair of relatively hard events. I say relatively because you can always say "no big deal" or "I had never suffered so much" referring to the same fact, it's all a matter of perspective. The fact is that after having gone ahead boast gives me the impression he left me for the way many things ...
sometimes nihilistic look like the monster I've always feared becoming reach.
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